Missing Layla so bad it Hurts!

I have had a terrible week this week. I am thinking a little of it has to do with hormones but I just can't quit crying. I get to work and start the day out pretty hopeful and by 3:00 I am a basket case. Rushing to pick up the phone, obsessively checking my e-mails, and just trying to will it to happen! Why does this process have to be so hard? I know it is all so worth it once your child comes home but sometimes it just seems like it is never going to happen. Since I am going backwards with my posts, I am going to post a couple of favorites from my visit trip in October. She has grown up so much and I am glad I got to spend time with her at this age. She is 4 months on these pictures.