It just has to be today!!!

I wish I had a dollar for every day I said this or thought this! Or lately, everyone else keeps telling me......IT has to be today! Well, today is over and still no word. I was reading another adoptive moms blog on Saturday and the words she wrote could have come right out of my mouth. It was about how some days you feel like you just cannot do this one more day, that your heart cannot take this pain any longer but at the end of the day you say: One more day, one more week, whatever it takes I will hang in there because I love this baby and will not give up! Soon you look back and think you have made it through another month when you really did not think you could get through one more day! When I left Antigua in February I remember thinking that even with the worst case scenario, she should be home by the 1st of June. Now here we are almost 4 months later and the WAIT continues. Well I need to get to bed and get some sleep because tomorrow just has to be the day!