Let Go and Let God

I have been struggling lately with Poor Me syndrome....... Not an easy thing to admit but those of you that know me have probably already witnessed it. I am angry...... Angry that my little girl is not home..... Angry with my adoption agency..... It sounds like such a bitter word when I write it, yet if I come clean with myself that is exactly what it is. I have been reading a blog that I found through a friend of mine and it has brought tears to my eyes this morning. As I sit here and feel sorry for myself, their are so many others suffering with such serious illnesses and terrible things going on in their life and yet they see the whole picture. Life is short, we cannot waste it in anger or worry. We need to enjoy every minute because we do not know how many days we have. So, today I said a prayer to forgive those that I am harboring anger against and to let go and let God. I know in my heart if I just bring it to him, and believe in his will, things will be far easier.
Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life. (Proverbs 13:12)