I think of all the things that led up to the moment I gave my notice and realize that God makes it very clear when something needs to change. Noah has been having a difficult time at daycare in the last few weeks. It had gotten so bad that he would start questioning us about supper time about if he had to go to daycare the next day, followed by crying for hours, finally sleeping, waking up crying and hanging on to me sobbing when I tried to leave him. He has been at this same daycare and loved it for almost 2 years. I would get to work and be such a wreck that all I kept thinking was if only Layla would come home and I could be off work and be at home with them. Well, that is not happening anytime real soon so we started looking into if we could survive without my paycheck. I am not a spur of the moment person and take my time deciding anything and everything. The final straw was that I have been supposed to get a profit bonus at work in April and it did not come on my check. I made a call to my boss and discussed it and gave my two week notice. Then I proceeded to call Steve and let him know and cry the rest of the day. I know it is the right thing for our family but it will be a tough adjustment. I have worked there for 19 years and it is all I have known for so long.
Today I am home with my boys and I think I will get used to this. Life is so much more laid back when I am not rushing them out the door, and hurrying to get home and cook supper. We have been to the park today, went for a bike ride and even took a nap. Life is good!
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