I try not to post when I am having a bad day because I don't want this to become a place that I only complain about the adoption process. But today I need to vent and it helps to write what I am thinking. I was told by our agency today that we may not go back to visit Layla again. Now, we were hoping that our next visit would be our pick up trip but at the rate things are progressing that is not going to be anytime soon!
The only thing that has kept me sane,(????) during this process has been to go and see our little girl and know that she is healthy and still knows her Mama.
Steve, on the other hand, does not want to go again until he can bring her home.
We had an incident when I left last time in which the foster mother said she was not getting paid and was sobbing that she loves our little girl but is worried about how to buy formula and diapers. Of course any parent is going to be concerned so I called our agency and informed them. To my suprise they said if they confront the lawyer , they will take Layla out of the foster home.
Well, our director confronted the lawyer and she says our foster mom is not telling the truth. She should win an academy award if she was lying.
I am frustrated beyond belief and just want our little girl home. She turned 9 months old today and never in a million years did I believe she would not be here with us by now.
I look at her picture and she reminds me that she is worth the wait!! She is Ours already, here or not here.
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